I got so confused. I don’t know what is actually going on. I can’t figure it out. Like everything has to turn against me, including his stone heart.
I woke up in the middle of the the night.
And I waited. Waited. And waited for something I don’t even know.
I was there, blended away.

I really think I should see a psychiatric soon. The pressure I put myself under is growing and those thoughts have been hunting me lately.
The world is not mine and it will never be. I know and I know very well

 

Chicago
 

#rippedjeans and #Sperry kinda day. And upside down #Starbucks.
 

Blah blah blah
 

Last spring break of undergrad just flew by :( #whatisschool #notexcited